Do you want to know Jesus? He wants to know you and have a relationship with you! We can know Jesus and it all starts with a prayer:

Lord I give you my life. Thank you for dying for my sins that I can have eternal life with you. I believe you died, were resurrected and ascended to heaven. Thank you for life and eternal life! I love you Lord. In Jesus’ name, amen.

My personal encouragement is to find a Bible believing, Holy Spirit filled church in your area and start attending every week! In the mean time you can start by watching life.church. Download the YouVersion Bible app or purchase a paper bible and read it every day. Find some worship songs you like and make it a daily habit to worship the Lord. Here is one to start with: